Hi my name is Lisa and I have been in a abusive relationship for 5,years and it's still going I live in fear every day of my life and I don't know what he's gona do next.
I am all alone and have no one to talk to.
Just 3 hours ago he tried to pick my locks and tried to get in my house I was paralyzed with fear,I had my phone in my hand and I was gonna call 000.
Thank goodness he didn't get in I have been too afraid to fall asleep and I am so tired, nearly every day I have been beaten kicked out of home nearly set on fire he has used a tazor gun on me has gagged me. Slept with other women since I have been with him.
I finally had the courage to leave the home I shared with him, but I have been followed and stalked every day and it is still going on, on one occasion he brought a women home and had sex with her in the house that I shared with him I felt that sick I vomited I have to live with that disgusting torment.
Things have gotten worse that I have to put high security in my home. I feel like a prisoner in my own home. I some times can't leave my home and if I do he calls me non stop: accuses me of being with other men ... if I want to go shopping, I have to report to him when I'm leaving and when I get home. If I don't then I know what will be waiting for me. Even if I don't answer my phone I will get beaten up for it. I have to find the strength to leave, to rent another home so I can be safe, but he keeps on following me.
It's not right what these men do: they're monsters!
Every day I live in fear. I can't stand looking at him any more. I am so afraid of my life. I hate being his punching bag. I hate him,I loved him but not any more.
Violence isn't ok, he has taken everything from me I feel like I'm all alone I hope my story helps other victims going through the same thing
With love, Lisa xxx
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